I can cast my spells until there aren’t any left, and make my potions until my ingredients run out, and say incantations until my throat goes dry. But that doesn’t mean I’ll get what I want. If the fates decide that what I want is not right for me, than no matter what I do I will never get it.
Dressing in pink just isn’t my thing, and burning my spiked collar is something I could never do. I am who I am…and even with the most hideous of situations will never change. I can never change. At least I have no control over that, only the fates do, and if they don’t think I should change, than I won’t.
Everyday I wake up and tell myself that I am here for a reason. Living at a boarding school where life is not always pleasent like strawberries and cream. But I’m finished saying my upsidedown world that I live in is just fucking fine. That is not something I will do. That is unless the fates decide it.
Explain why if I choose to be gothic and wiccan and a straight A student why I feel like dirt. Why whenever I look in the mirror I pray that it is a different creature that looks back at me. But it never is. Do the fates decide that too?
I want something I can never have, and I just realized this a while ago. Handing over my heart is just plain stupid, and almost doing that the only thing that saved me was another friend. But I guess I wasn’t good enough for him. I can never change though, not who I am for someone else, and I refuse to be a fucking doll to some moronic asshole. This is not something I will do, that is unless the fates will it, and they better not will it.
Dreaming of somewhere else I could run. Someplace I could hide, and all I can think about is one of my best friends. She has already opted to have me stay with her. Is it right? Should I go? At least there I could be myself without wishing that I wasn’t who I am. Because pink just isn’t my color.
You put your faith in the fates too much. It’s your life child, you make the decisions.
In my opinion, anyone wearing pink should be shot down, and everything with pink on it should be burned.
My comments about the fates, fate, the road we travel in life, they all have to do with the fact that you’ll end up going where you do. Normally I know exactly what is going to happen, and when I don’t know I flip out. That is just me…
*laughs at the last couple of lines* now this amuses me…I go to a prep school, almost everything is pink…I can just imagine the clothes being burned in a huge pile in the field here. *giggles wickedly* that would be amusing.
Erm i can see where you are going with the pink thing.Pink sucks cock. But hey man invented it and women were forced to wear it.
God if my fate was too wear pink for the rest of my life,i think i would have to bend the rules and face my own fate that i choose and kill myself,but heyim not doomed to wear pink all my life so i have nothing to worry about really,except where the hell am i going to get the ilixr of lanrean ive lost it in my room i need it too cast a spell on my cat just to experiment…..god if it works its gonna be soooo funny…….have you heard of the ilixr of lanrean? Child Of Death.Also do you have a good Revenge spell,i need one for this guy that i dont like he really was nasty too me,sumthing soft, i dont want to harm the mere boy?
*smiles in amusement* “Oh, but pink would be a good color on you.”*sarcasm*
I know the feeling, but fuck, you won’t catch me dead wearing that color more than once in a while to see my grandmother.
As for the ilixr of lanrean, no. I usually make my own stuff, and if your looking for revenge…try something from Satanism, it has more of that…if you search for it on a search engine, something will come up.
Thanx Big help, but satanism looks like the obvious option i may have to go to that little shop on the corner where it sells spell books,y’know the really old leather back ones they always have the best spells in them but half the stuff you need in them is really hard to find.I suppose you just need to know where to look.
I agree with intoxication, It’s your life, you decide your own fate.Don’t always leave it up to the fates.And never hide who you are for the benefit of someone else no matter who they are, you are who you are and be proud of that , because if everyone was to hide who they were the world would be a very boring place.