Im lost in a world I never belonged in
Im in a maze with no exit
Im scared to be alive,but Im scared to die
I hate being sober,but I don’t want to be high
I cling onto all my faint hopes to keep me going
But one by one they just disappear
All seems gone,now Im clinging to nothing
And so the more powerful becomes my fear
Yes Im a mess,a mess as always
A mess is all I can be
Im on a planet floating in space of blackness
In this cosmic madness there is no peace
I don’t know what god is,I don’t know why there’s life
It all seems to end in misery
Yes Im a mess,a mess as always
A mess is all I can be
Im lost in a world I never wanted to be in
Where our lives have no real,important meaning
So many have died for no reason
Death just comes and now your done
In the vast,infinite existence of time
We are just particles withering away
I cling onto all my faint hopes to keep me going
But one by one they just disappear
All seems gone,now Im clinging to nothing
And so the more powerful becomes my fear
Think outside the lines
You won’t like what you find
Think outside the lines
You’ll eradicate your mind
No one really means anything,not you,not me
We’re nothing but specks in the blackness
We’re nothing but dust in the realm of infinity
Yes Im a mess,a mess as always
A mess is all I can be
Im on a planet floating in space of blackness
In this cosmic madness I feel so afraid
I don’t know what all this is,I don’t know why its all here
But it all seems to end in misery
Yes Im a mess,a mess as always
A mess is all I can be
So many lives lived,fading into the past
So many scared,suffering,hurt,they fade out so fast
So much fakeness,lost loves,wondering,and woes
It will end,but when,no one truly knows
All the dead that lived before any of the living now
And so many faded,fading lives now in the present
Hundreds,thousands,millions,billions of years
Endless amounts of questions,endless tears
Hundreds,thousands,millions,billions of years
Endless amounts of questions,endless tears
Think outside the lines
You won’t like what you find
Think outside the lines
You’ll eradicate your mind
No one really means anything,not you,not me
We’re nothing but specks in the blackness
We’re nothing but dust in the realm of infinity
Adam Keith McElwain