Im just a dirty fuck
A dirty fuck,with no luck
I know,my life is pathetic
I can’t forget,everyone’s life is pathetic
Will you come to my funeral?
Who will come to my funeral?
My last days
Living out my last days
Im living out my last days,in a daze
Im in my last days,in a daze
Im just a nothing
Wishing I was a something
I know,my life is meaningless
I wish I didn’t know,everyone’s life is meaningless
Who will cry at my funeral?
Will you cry at my funeral?
The end of my life
This is the last chapter of my life
Im living out my last days,in a daze
Im in my last days,in a daze
So tired of hiding my depression
So tired of knowing I have no future
So tired of rejection
So tired of knowing Im helpless
Im so tired
Of being what I am
Even when wired
I still have to hide this depression
So tired of hiding my depression
I know the realities of the world
I know the realities of everything
I know Im going to kill myself
I know that will be the end of my life,Im going to do it
Im so tired,of this life,I know I will do it
Even when wired,the depression is here,Im going to do it
The fear of depression,overcoming me
The struggle of suppression,can’t let you see
The fear of depression,taking over me
This struggle of suppression,I can’t let you see
Im so wired
Im so tired
And Im just a dirty fuck
A dirty fuck,with no luck
Im living out my last days,in a daze
Im in my last days
In this endless maze of daze
I have nothing left
I am just a shell
I have nothing left
All I can feel,is hell
My heart has fallen apart
My soul is stained and filled with rot
I can’t battle anymore
After all I’ve fought and fought
Its time to admit,that I have lost
In this endless maze of daze
I have nothing left,in my endless maze of daze
Will you come to my funeral?
Will you care?
Who will cry at my funeral?
Who will really want to be there?
Adam Keith McElwain