poems

The noose
Is far too loose
I’ll tighten it
To make it fit

I’m just hanging there
Without a care
Drifting away
I feel my body start to sway
I fell to the floor
Smahing my head on the door
I need a back up plan
I strech out my hand
I grabbed a knife
It shall take my life
This has failed as well
I shall never reach hell
The river of blood
Has begun to flood
I’m finally about to die
There’s no time for a last good bye
With a knife in my chest
I lay there to rest
Never to awake
My life was a fake
With a noose on my neck and a knife in my heart
It is my time, I shall now depart
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You say you care
I don’t have time to spare
You could care less
If I was lying in a bloody mess
Or hanging from the ceiling
While all my skin is peeling
You say you care
Inside I’m full of despair
Inside I’ve lost hope
All the pain I can no longer cope
I’m sick of all your lies
Everything I despice
I cannot take it anymore
Everyone I abhor
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Stay out of my life
Don’t tell me these lies
Everyday you pretend
You pretend to care
You don’t give a shit
About me or anyone else
You only care about yourself
Everything about you
I want you to die
I want you to suffer
You need to feel pain
Just like the pain you gave me
I want you to hurt
I want you to cry
Feel what you made me feel
Go insane from all the pain
Suffer and die bitch
Just suffer and die
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I wish I was dead
These voices in my head
They talk to me
I want them to flee
They tell me to die
And they say everyone lies
They won’t leave me alone
I just sit here and moan
The voices are obsessed
From them I am possessed
Soon I’ll be dead
Because of the voices in my head