primera crucifera

i believe in anything
that can destroy my everything
i possess,that i have,
that i seek,of which & what i speak

Rip Meeee,i rip Meee…
and you see
with your eyes
and you see
with your eyes moist with Pai________n
Insane?
sew my tattered self…

i burn my cross
u see me drown
these tears i see them change hues
who could believe it was you??

i see you smile
watch me cry
in pain & die
into this,i bleed
& you can see
you watch me
bleed,crib & bleed.
you sow seeds
of suicide & despair…
their fruits smell the fresh air;
but you cut my roots
deprive me down to my knees,
oh puhlease!!!i beg and i crib…

you win this time
oh master o mind work;
with a raised brow
& soft smiles…
‘can we do it again?’,
said the genius of pain..

By Xeon

i am a little off track,dont even try messin w/ me!If u kno me then u better pray tht u get rid of me soon.cross my ways or end in sum kinda terms w/ me,then u r soooooo s..crewed buddy! i have a mental debate w/ my life n i am not in good terms with my body too.i am self destructive n can induce pain in others.i can not feel it cuz i go numb n i then i force myself to feel it!dont even think abt tryin to make me feel pain cuz u will regret it n not for once will i shy away from making u go thru it again n again n again..until u urself decide to take quietus. i was into psychotropic drugs n even the nearest dearest do not kno abt it! but i quit it-boredom,...i wud always end up sleepin!yup i hate parties n live a life of semi seclusion.n currently i am free,so try n hit on me!wait till u see me,wait till u live to see me that is!watch out i am 'an omen breeding in disguise......' fav buk-zen n the art of moto maintenence,fav artist is definitely ME!fav place-with u,i think asylum wud be kewl enuff!or maybe u n V can burn in my personal holloway.fav carlamborghini diablo!try n gift me,it'll cost u ur life! only 600,000us$! fav drink -my venomed b..l..o..o..d!wanna have it? i love to play with people's feelings n aspirations.i like people n shoo them away!! sumtimes cuz i mite hurt them.i also play the guitar,dont get high hopes i wudnt be there to play ur requiem.i also sketch 3d blasphemies in real life n 2d on t-shirts,.........my mom thinks tht i am a little ,....u kno wht i mean rite! i like hangin out with nobody! n love listenin to music in the dark with lites off n my music taste is very much like urs! death n black metal, grunge n punk rock,.alternative wud also do the trick,......but when the times i am not feelin well i also listen to pop, soft stuff.....like linkin park,,disturbed,pantera n megadeth cuz i wanna sleep @ tht point of time! n mind it DOORS RULZ!n NIRVANA HAUNTS! get it! i also like makin n meetin new people,.cus i always like startin fresh! "If u love sth. then let it go,...if it is true it'll come back,.....n if it didnt ,it Never was......." "The horror no less than the charm of real life consists in the recurrent actualisation of the inconceivable" If the doors of perception were cleansed,everything would appear to man as it is,Infinte..." "Death,Pain & Love are nothon but a figment of our own imagination......what is death but a vision of our own mortality...what is pain but a vision of own weakness...what is love but a blurred perspective to our own insecurity..." "V all want V are strong,...the more U hold Us down ...the more V press on..."