i stood in absolute silence deaf to the cries of those who thought they needed me, i didnt need them so why should i have cared? The graveyard was quiet, drenched in the pouring rain i stood in silence waiting for something, anything, anything that would take away all my pain , hate , fear. fear of what?
Fear of silence. the absolute terror of an encroaching silent darkness, a silent enemy carrying my demise. But i wasnt listening, i wasnt even looking, i was already dying. razor marks across my wrists and an overdose just to make sure.it was perfect time to free my soul from the corpse it had chosen to inhabit. sorrow set quickly in i couldnt go back now the turning point was miles behind, i just had to wait for my release while it rained blood and tears. then darkness and i wake up a part of machine invading my system hospitalised again…