Rape

I rock back and forth, thinking only of you.
When I think of the times we shared, my feelings go blue.
At times I wish to curl up and die, all I want to do is cry.
I’m scared of my future, I’m scared of you.
Always looking over my shoulder, what will I do?
I thought the date would be fun, but instead it ended with me on the run.
After it happened I didn’t want to believe it. Now that I see the test is positive, maybe I should buy another kit.

There’s only one thing left for me to say:

I’m only 15, why’d it turn out this way?