From the first look I had to the world I
noticed something was in wrong place
could be me or perhaps one else
the fact was I felt the surrarounding era
so fake and shide, not as good as it should seem
Then I heard a stranding noise
inside of the tunel I passed in back on earth
kind of familiar but couldn’t recognize it
so I got dessperated and obssed with the idea
I started to review all my head but got anywhere
and I decided to go for it and know exactly what it was
I was born, rised and educated to fall in
the fight within myself and my toughts was
intense and incessant made me exhausted
foolish remarked to be shit from the beginning
and to worsen the situation I was tought to survive
with that kind of life, I can’t be free
I’m chained to a fucked up existence
Empty and senseless I felt,
naïve and used I was many times
without even knowing it, everyone knew perfectly well
how to deal with human evil but me, I was other story…
just thinking ‘bout it was scary and no future for it
blinded by own little perfect lifetime, got far away from reality
terrible because the thought of being unhappy
gotme down many ocassions before, in the present
I’m being tought to be a hypocrite for self-protection
This lifestyle is not what I look for, I want better
than this and I deserve it, haven’t treated the wrong way
but unfortunately I have been treated like that
and it’s not fair, not for those who have good dreams
feelings are all gone for the entire people I’ve met
Greetings to you all, finally I’m done
I ended up being what you wanted me to be
a big MOTHERFUCKER
jaded, experienced and with no mercy for any one
Here’s your latest creation dear fucked up world
0 was forced to live in, following absurd
rules I’m not agree with and retriving to not be the goldfish
in a bowl of sharks with everything sharped but their souls
Freaker Girl
2001