Snow falls upon the branches,
And as the sun rises
The heat returns to my blood
Then tears flood out my eyes
Just as the snow melts
To reveal all of the flowers
The flowers that were once murdered by the colds of winter.
Now it is time for us to swim in the rivers
To feel free in the summers of life
Then I remember that I cannot live a life of happiness.
Shinning so bright in silver,
I see the blade and grab it once again.
I close my eyes shut, then drag the cold blade across my snow white skin.
The blood seems to have made an ocean,
An ocean of pain that will never be emptied.
I wish that somehow I could die
I don’t want to hear another lie.
My heart asks either god or the devil,
To give me the power to stop time.
I know I’ll never get my wish
But only the hope keeps me going.
The sorrow has become too much to handle.
I no longer have the power.
A power that must be given to every human being.
A power that will leave our sanity in peace.
A power that i will never have.