Silence
The house is deafening silence
Other souls dwelling elsewhere, but mine is here…
Right here…
In this very minute…
This heartbeat
I am finally alone in the night’s shackles
Mundanely, I walk to the kitchen
This is my chance…
My opportunity…
My one… wish
I shall not be denied
Opening a draw opened many a time before
I gingerly caress my seducer
It is…
Metallic as my thoughts
Cold as my heart, my essence
Black as my expression
It will let free the red life from within
With a simple kiss of passion to my wrists
I run down to the basement…
To the bathroom
Where I can lock out the world
Am I safe?
I peer into the mirror…
Into my morbid eyes
I, as a person, is already dead
All the lives is this prison of a body
Time for freedom
Never once flinching…
Nor making a human sound
Painting the floor crimson…
My last piece of art
The tears flow as my heart takes one last breath