Sense of confidence
You broke through my thoracic cage
Feeding the beast and slaying the soul
Through your vicious eyes I would rage
And break you down whole
Under my skin pointed needles stagger through
As the razor blade hits my wrist
but this is all but an ugly dream and to you
I am but a girl on a picture that had a twist
Control what is already chained down
As it will give you a sense of confidence
And so I’m lying stripped of the ground
That held me up and I couldn’t seem to jump your fence
Over the greater that floats through the event horizon
kill the joy of being an interesting mate
And sex will bring us all to our knees back to the old fashion
Know that I always despised your rate
Through the never had I been chained
And pushed through the wall that bared all but ears
Thrust in me your hate and I will shed what remains
As my reckless ways will hang me over the years
Wake up can’t you see I’m falling
Wake up can’t you see you’re killing
The last of what was I and I remember crying
Over and could never undo what you had done…be willing…
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Swallow
Where’s the socket to my brain
So that I can connect to your pain
Deep inside my hollow dreams
I could pet the anxiousness that screams
Suddenly slayed and put to rest
I’m only here to see the rest
Unsettled disparate misery
For someone else’s own pitty
Swallow my life
Swallow my knife
Rusted blade
Though never affraid
Swallow my love
Swallow my latex glove
Incidental behaviour
Nothing to remember
Remedies to feel all pink and happy
Full of toxines to hide the unlikely
The colourless minds can always prevail
But I know I can’t follow through my sale
Welcome to my new self made festival
Eager to be shun and awaiting their arrival
My hopes were torn out as feathers
Are plucked from the Crow’s anger