sadden poems of a bitter loves end,..

through the darkness i shall run
running from my fears
i hear your voice begging me to come home
but my darlin i never will
i will run until the darkness fades away
and in my world of dreaming visions the dark will always stay
here is where i will lay dreaming of you
sweet precious you
oh how i seem to hate you
wishing youd let me die
but your grasp is so
and so i ran away
i ran until the world seemed to fall beneath me
and only my dreams seemed real
i ran until i had visions of your sweet touch
and nothing did i feel
and only when the sun rises in my hell will i return to you my love

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darling… my precious
my love
you saved me without words
u brought my life together
u left me without words
and now i finally will die
darling..precious..
why did u leave me?
broken and distroyed
crying endlessly
shards of my broken heart
scatter all around me
cutting deeper and deeper with memory
darling..
percious
my love
im dying…
im dying because of you

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there is no time to save me
no time to hold my hand and beg me to live
i have chosen to die
and die i will
every night i take apart of me away
i seem to cut so deep the blood sheds me away
and away i will go
but tonight
tonight i will stay
stay here with you
while u beg
and plead and wish i wouldnt do this anymore
my love
my darling
oh i wish i could do as u say
but this disease wont let me go
and so ive dont its wishes but it wants more
i asked u to save me
but u ignored my call
i asked u to hold me and make me alive
but u walked away
so now i ignore u
now i walk away from your so – called love
and i die another day.

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By endlesspain_and_sorrow

i cant take this anymore she says as the blood trickles down her body, it washes away the pain sucked deep inside of her whispers calling her name beckoning for her to jump jump into the darkness of the black sea below her its as black as that suit u ware to her funeral still tainted with the blood of her the ocean weaves its lies its calling to her in sweet whispers it wants her it craves her oh how it needs her you walk to the coffin still in that black suit you say your goodbyes but yet u never cry u are the sea you are the liar you only wanted wat u could never have now ur tainted with her blood still fresh on your sleeve your tainted with her screams full of agony. yet you never cry as u still weave the lies yet you never cry as you whisper your sweet treachery yet u never cry as the blood taints you you are the black sea