Sadistic Love

bruise me with your head pounding words
hate me with your cold, black heart
cut me with your razor sharp kisses
burn me with the sting of your part
kill me with your twisted love
melt me with your sadistic stare
fuck with my simple mind
suffocate me because i wasn’t there

make me think it’s all my fault
make me wish i were dead
make me pretend like it’s all okay
paint this picture in my head
fuck with my mind until it’s gone
this image of what you are

make me think you’re perfect
worship yuo like a star
hurt me with your deceitful words
asphyxiate me in your lies
make me feel like i have meaning
ignore my pleading cries

i’m nothing, i’m worthless, you don’t care
don’t comfort me when i’m down
i lack substance, i lack meaning, i’m stupid
annihilate me without a sound

( Let me remind you: stealing is a crime. Let’s save us both the hassel and yourself the humiliation, don’t steal. I take pride in the crappiest of my writings. )

By Dollie Stitches

I'm young, I'm immature, I'm stupid and I'm an aspiring writer. Then again, this is what this country is nowadays, is it not? I'm German, but I live in the US (Texas to be exact). I write a lot but I'm not that good, I like to sing and I like webdesign, I like to eat and most of all I like to sit on my ass and if you don't like it, I don't care because I look different from everyone else with my caked on eyeliner and snow white face but I look JUST THE SAME as over half of you and the thing is that I just don't care. So, call me gothic, call me punk, I'll call you a moron and tell you to shut the fuck up. All of us look the same, listen to the same music and write about the same things so why are we so different? We're not, you people who SAY we're different make us different and it's you people that MAKE ME SICK because we'd be just as normal as everyone else if we didn't fucking CARE. Every one of you who says they "don't care about labels" is lying to yourself in one way or another because we're all hypocrites and we're all stereotypical bastards. Welcome to America.