My head is pounding
It feels like someone is squeezing it
Never ceasing to let go
I think I’m losing my mind
I can feel it
It’s oozing its way out my ears
Down my sides
Staining my whole body
Maybe I like it
Maybe I like being crazy
Maybe it’s the only way I know how to live
It’s inspiring
Sitting alone in the dark
Scribbling words on white paper
That no one could possibly understand but me
One thing after another
Settling themselves into my head
Causing me to break down even more
They like to see me suffer
The demons that claw at my stomach
Drink some more water
Calm them down
Fall asleep
Wake up
It’s the same shit
Just a different day