I stare at the dark night sky
The stars blazing with all their power and might
It’s like they have stolen all the energy
And they have an endless lifetime to use it up
I wish I had all the time in the world
All the time to make things right
But things will never be the same
And I have an endless torture killing my mind
So, starring into nothing, I grab hold of the knife
And with my hand, I grasp it tight
I think of my life ahead filled with nothing
And I tear through my skin, recklessly cutting.
I gaze now into my scarred arm, my scarred heart
See myself in the mirror, such a terrible sight
And as tears roll gently down my cheeks
I sit through the night and cry, cry, cry…