My emotions have decreased,
i dont feel this pain inside,
pushed aside
i try to forget everything ive had,
everything ive lost,
my mind is blank.
day after day i live my meaningless life,
remembering everything ive lost,
it hurts to think of all i had,
of all i caused myself to lose,
being careless and stupid,
i slipped and fell,
only to get up and be all alone,
to be secluded from
life.