In a hellish nightmarescape
Suffering from mental rape
Minds a fractured broken thing
so the bells of discord ring
Toss and turn
try to wake
drunken slumber
cant escape
consciousness is no better
despair and rage reign unfettered
cry not for me
i crave no pity
just explaining why my life is shitty
PARIAH
A deep well of hate inside
I cant run I cant hide
Good man that i try to be
Powerless to the monster inside of me
Born of a life of pain
his anger and hatred drive me insane
so tempting just to let life go
but then so much i’d never know
by habit i must blame myself
pain and scars i have in wealth
but then my hatred turns around
my finger points to blame the crowd
i hate you
and i loathe me
but soon one day
all will see
that pain and pleasure are as one
and suffering has just begun…