Shame

I am so helpless
And I…
Have given up search,
…..for happiness.
This shame is overpowering.
God save me,
This loneliness is suicide.
I was a reject,
Before birth.
And I…..
Can’t stop this pain.
This shame is overpowering.
God save me,
This loneliness is suicide.
I am such a bitch.
And I….
Will scream out,
….till my throat tears open.
This shame is overpowering.
God save me,
This loneliness is suicide.
I am so ungrateful.
And I…
Am so guilty,
…please end this misery.