Should I…

Don’t you just hate
how much your heart can ache
and how your blood
suddenly taste like wine?

And how your eyes are shut
without catching a glimpse of light
trying to surrender…
even when you are alive?

Suddenly whispering
to the endless night…
Your one and many sorrows
your desires, all your mind.

Silence seems impossible
when you want to show your heart.
Should I bother and show it to you?
Should I even try?…