slashes of blood

watch my blood,
fall to the floor.
as it has,
many times before.
although, this time is different you see.
it’s pain caused from you,
this time it is not me.
you’re the one who’s making these marks,
its just my hand, my razor, leaving them.
these slashs are your words,
which has torn my heart apart.
these cuts are your looks,
which you gave me from afar.
my arms hurt badly,
but not as much as you hurt my heart.
you damnaged my body,
you ruined my soul.
I don’t know if I love you,
or if i completely hate you.
you see my tears,
but you don’t try to stop them.
you just sit back and watch,
as my body falls to the floor.
the blood comforts me now,
unlike you’ve ever done before.
the tears tears dissapear,
as the blood soon surrounds.
this is the last time i will hurt myself,
this is the last time i’ll have you hurt me.
for the solution to this problem is,
nothing more than death