I thought is was a good idea at the time,
The quickest way to end the pain.
Just one deep slash and I’d be fine,
Won’t take too long for life to drain.
I got my knife and said a prayer,
I set my teeth against the cry.
Across my throat the blade did fair
And then the blood began to fly.
It sprayed so far, I screamed in fear-
But gurgling was all I could manage now.
I tried to hold my life, the end was near-
Realization set on me as like a slaughtered cow.
I didn’t want this – not at all,
I just wanted someone to love me.
Too late, I thought as I started to fall,
This isn’t the kind of free to be.
My vision dimmed, and so did my wit.
My last thought was how can this be…
Have a nice day – VoidsBane