and here i go again feeling like a completely asshole, it’s not a new feeling cause you’re not the first person that shows me how really I am, but youre the first person that i truly love…
that’s why this is so painful, that’s why i cannot understand how the fuck im supposse to heal of you, i feel so twisted when i think in all the things that i waste and give and spend in you, for you…
the first time you hurt me, we went together in the bus, you took my hand and you asked me if everything was ok,i couldn’t answer that… how im supposse to do it when you act ljust like anything happen? so i think:” maybe is just me and he didnt wanna to do it, maybe its just that im becoming paranoic again” so between my tears i just say “nothing” you kiss my hand and continue living like always. just like all the things you say and do are not painfull, but i love you and i can forget…
but that was several months ago and im feeling sick for your mistakes…
you do one time and another,and another… and god!! im sick of this cant you understand that i give you all i am?
can you understand that i do my best foy you?
i love you!
how can you play with that?
it comes from the bottom of me, for the bottom of all the silence that i always keep!
i love you and you pay me with pain.
anyway again it seems that you dont even know what im talking about,so i let you there,diying at your room’s floor,
know youre paying all my pain with your blood i like the flavour of my tears rolling over my face, cause now they are not for you,they are for me…