something that makes me think a lot

did you know that when you die, your just dead, nothing else can happen, you can’t really haunt people…….. unless…….. unless you worship satan and he would make you his “lil devils” but, there is no burning flames under ground. “hell” accually means the term “your grave”. but i love the fact that when you think about it, i want to be part of the flames, and i do want to haunt the people who laughed at me for being what i am, and who the rest of you people are. i would make them suffer so bad…… it would be very fun….. to watch the preps who laughed, finally become one of us…. but there is no such thing. but since i didn’t really die yet. i’m not possitive. but maybe there is….. maybe there isn’t. maybe its just a mind game, like one of those things that make you think a lot. do you agree so far??? but i think every one of us starts out with visions, then it just changes you…….. tell me if thats how you became one, because thats how my friend AND i became one, we had the same exact vision…….
we both had black cats….. and our vision was we cut the cats heads off, and we let the blood drip into a pot, then the vision went away, but tell me if you had visions. this whole vision thing freaks me out!!! now who agrees with me?