I feel lonley and lost,
No one could care,
Does life have a cost?
Sometimes I wish I could cry,
I know I could
But i dont think I should.
Sometimes I just want to lock myself inside,
So no one could mess with my heart,
and tear it apart
Sometimes I just want to scream…..as loud as I can
But thats not going to get me anywhere
Instead I just hurt myself
and cause myself the pain
but sometimes….it just feels so damn good that way.