STARE

as i sit and stare
at this blank page
i think about all my rage
i wonder can i go through with it
can i do it
my scream blares through the
silence that was
as i slit my veins
thoughts fill my mind
as i sit and stare
at the blood
i think why
i look up 2 the sky
and wonder
if my life was just one big lie
why did it have 2 end this way
i couldnt stay here
with all this pain in my life
the bloody knife falls to the ground
and as i sit and stare
i wonder if my soul will be found