Stop Pretending

My first poem on this site so I, please, need feedback

You said I was your best friend,
That I could talk to you any time,
But now I’ve realised you only pretend,
To understand this life of mine,

I’ve asked you for advice before,
But you apologise saying you do not know,
And it’s been your reason several times or more,
If you do not understand, why not say so?

I’ve confided in you, my darkest secrets,
I’ve let my tears fall on your shoulder,
But I think all you do is forget,
So the night begins getting colder,

You don’t understand me now,
I can tell, then why not tell me?
Because I’ll show you why, where and how,
Next time just ask me please,

I can’t stay your friend if it’s tainted,
By lies and false reassurance,
For someone like you I’ve constantly waited,
For, to help end my endurance,

I can’t stay wallowing in the dark,
So please tell me the truth now until the end,
Stay with me; don’t stay apart,
Just promise to be there and not to pretend.