suffocate me

it belongs in poetry, i guess.

beneath you
beneath your weight
i smile
and slowly suffocate
beneath the pressure
of this love, this hate
i smile
and slowly suffocate

(chorus)
pin me down and smother me
(i can’t breathe)
turn your love to hate for me
(struggle for air, failing, failing)
don’t stop ’til my flailing ceases
(don’t stop now, i’m almost there)
tear this fucked up life to pieces
(my body, so still, purged of air)

under it all
i felt so small
ready for years
to take the fall
now, ready to reach
my destination
to acheive release
through suffocation

pin me down and smother me
(i can’t breathe)
turn your love to hate for me
(struggle for air, failing, failing)
don’t stop ’til my flailing ceases
(don’t stop now, i’m almost there)
tear this fucked up life to pieces
(my body, so still, purged of air)

hold me down, sweetie
in case i lose my will
don’t worry, it’s not murder
if i requested the kill
you’re just helping me
assisted suicide
thank you, my love
see you on the Otherside

pin me down and smother me
(i can’t breathe)
turn your love to hate for me
(struggle for air, failing, failing)
don’t stop ’til my flailing ceases
(don’t stop now, i’m almost there)
tear this fucked up life to pieces
(my body, so still, purged of air)