I’ve been trying to kill myself for 2 years now. Every way possiable. Putting myself in the garage and starting up the car, cutting myself, o.d on everthing i came in contact with. I’ve just never pulled it off. Well now i’ve been dumped after a 5 month relationship and i just want to die!!! I have fresh cuts from the knife sitting in my room. I laugh at myself when i cut. I have a bowl sitting in my closet with my blood in it. Somedays i’ll drink it, right infront of my friends. To show them that i’ve been hurt. My dad beats me. He acually beated me two days ago. I let him..i dont call the cops or anything..Maybe i’ll die sooner. At night i’ll lay in my bed and cry but then i’ll remember that im too beautiful to cry..well thats what my ex said. Well if im too beautiful to cry then why did he leave me for my best friend. I dont know what to do!!!! Will you help me?!
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