Sullen Dirge

Tears pouring down
I loved you once
Blood dripping away
These cuts are for you
But you don’t know how I feel

Listen to the whore you fuck
I had her place once
Putting your head in my lap
Now she holds your hair
But you don’t know how I feel

I cried your forgiveness,
Begged for another chance
You made me feel we would be together
Then pretended I made it up
But you don’t know how I feel

I slit my wrist and watched the blood
The tears wrenching my heart
Wanting death to take me away
Not let me be alone from you
But you don’t know how I feel

Even when you fucked on the side
And said we never were
I came back to you because I thought
You’d felt the same about me
Instead I’m replaced again
And you don’t know how it feels

You tell me to admit I like you
But it would make nothing better
You tell me you’ve moved on
And I feel betrayed
So you forget that I exist
And you don’t know how it feels

I’ve plotted your death, and your girlfriend’s too
But something kept me from blowing up your car
Or keeping you out of jail
I stopped because I love you
And I felt we’d be a couple
I don’t feel appreciated
And you don’t know how it feels

I loved your care, it meant the world
But you’ve forgotten me
And are more concerned about Her
I hear death at my door
I can’t because I still love you
And you don’t know how I feel

By RoseTears

I am sleeping in a pool of blood Don't act like you don't kill me with your words Writing, sleeping, dreaming, singing, ...just ask.