My gun is next to me. Ive got that thought again. Its loaded this time, I know it is. I loaded it last night. Its in my hand now. Should I do it? Ive got my hand on top, about to cock it. I love that sound, when the killer cocks the gun right before… Continue reading Should I
Tag: 3 years
Every High Has Its Low Points
You’re walking on earth yet you don’t see the true uglyness about it. You keep walking yet you are oblivious to the fact that there are crevices and cracks here and there and later they may form into something of a mammoth size.
damn emotions
GRRRRRRR ugh i hate emotions… i dont get the feeling of love, it makes you happy, yet other times it just makes you want to go off and die, how can ONE PERSON have this control over your feelings and NOT EVEN KNOW IT…
Darkness
why’s my life have to be so F*cked up? i mean i never asked for all of this. i try, i really do. i remember the first day i woke up, 3 years ago and thought, right this is it. to day is my last day on earth. im actually goin to go through with… Continue reading Darkness
For love she waits….
Her name I will not say. Her pain, I will not name. But on a mountain overlooking the ocean, with the moonlight kissing the waves…she waits.
Violations …Part 3
After that night i was withdrawn for awhile i was still trying to come to grips with all of the things that had happened to me …my body was bruised and in pian for more than 3 weeks but my mind was numb for even longer this upset my dad alot …he wanted back the… Continue reading Violations …Part 3
Panic Attacks
I read about somebody having panic attacks..I have the same thing , not so often though
To Who Do Not Believe
why do people not believe in vampires? I know that they are out there and they try to hide them selves from others. Can you blame them? I have been fortunate enough to have met a few.