i have often had many fantasies… all quite perverse. i would like to tell you my greatest perverse acts but im simply to paranoid and fear i might be turned into the police. However i will tell you of my recent thoughts.
Tag: acts
Dreams…
Trapped inside my own head With nothing but my dreams to comfort me I know the pain of the madman for he lives inside of me I’ve felt the strength of my demons and others And my weakness of self-preservation And hope…..hope Hey, parents do you know where your children are tongiht? Are they locked… Continue reading Dreams…
worthless to name…
deadmen walking all around these heads of ours. I’m delighted by thy eyes. I can’t find you. They pass -hours- Thee try to reach my heart. yet i’m not meant to belong. Thee attaint to kill me; all thee do is love.
Reach a happy place
Behind four walls I wish I could b Please everyone Get the fuck away from me
why do people like hurting
i am trapped in my mind against the iron walls of treacher never knowing what or what is not real all is blurred together in this vision of lost hope and happiness which never really existed because all that i know is real is the lies and deceit and betrayal how am i to know… Continue reading why do people like hurting
answers through time
Since, im a kid… ive been facing guilt and doing acts independently. My parents are separated, living with my sis. And yes, few changes have been made. Ive been attracted to black since im a kid, does this make me a goth?… I have habit of making cuts , does that make me depress?.. there… Continue reading answers through time
The things they say but don’t do
They say I care but I really don’t. They think they know me but they never will, they don’t even bother. As long as everything’s easy and painless they can pretend to care but they always turn away in the end, or maybe it’s me. I don’t know and it doesn’t really matter anyways…
Poem- The Mass
Humanity as a whole is a mass of ignorance Too worried about getting their money and finding someone to fuck They don’t see what the world is turning into because of them Their parasitical nature,what they truly are they will never want to see
In search of
I am in a goth/industrial fetish band, and shopping labels. If you know of any decent labels looking for new acts, please contact me. I am also looking for people to talk to via email or aim. I come from a small town and I don’t have too many people to talk music and art… Continue reading In search of
Anyone else see death as a blessing?
I started being interested in death when I was 11. I think that’s because I started middle school and my teachers encouraged us to expand our minds by reading. And since I always read voraciously anyways, it was just another door opened to me when I saw a Christopher Pike book. I thought I would… Continue reading Anyone else see death as a blessing?