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Addiction
These things-spinning through my head. They are not mine, not me Can’t make them stop. Dizzy, dizzy, dizzy. It all spins my head. Need help Must escape. Crazy? Maybe. But not like you’d think. Gotta lay off the shit Should stop, so help me! Sedate me, booze me, shoot me. Anything to make it stop… Continue reading Addiction
Addiction
My addiction is a hunger, again and again I feed it, I no longer want it I need it. I pretent like I’m in control, though I know it has taken over, all alone, I have lost a lot. I have no one, I am deeply distraught. This deep hole that I am in, is… Continue reading Addiction
My Addiction
My addiction is a hunger, again and again I feed it. I no longer want it, I need it.
Beauty and the Beast
Beauty and the Beast In my mind, her shadow darkens my door, I feel her breathing The noise echoing around the room. I sit in the damp shadowed corner, Terrified and trembling, With the fear Of what she can do to me, Her evil, twisted mind, Her sleek, smooth, seductive body Drawing me in, With… Continue reading Beauty and the Beast
Obsession
His eyes so hollow, dark and deep. His presence so omnimous Face so emotionless and unchanged What are his thoughts? I could not guess, I would not know What is this stranger’s name? So mysterious This stranger that draws me to him Like a vampire thirsting for more blood To satisfy its desire I hunger… Continue reading Obsession
Why Can’t I stop….
1 cut, 2 cut, 3 cut 4…push me over the edge, and I’ll cut one more… I don’t care how unoriginal it might seem. Or totally cliche as it may sound to those who have not done it….but cutting works… Yeah I’m a goth…but that has nothing to do with it, I’d actually prefer not… Continue reading Why Can’t I stop….
Beautiful
perfect by nature. blessed with every perfect feature. but just when everything is making sense. she loses all her self-confidence. there she goes once again with that fake smile. blinding herself with such denial. everyday she falls deeper into depression. slowly giving in to the world’s oppression. constantly defeated by the world’s cruelty. her heart… Continue reading Beautiful
An Unforgetable Night
I was extremly worn out from a long, hard day at work. Yet I knew you would be home very soon. I begin to think of how just a few months ago , Our bodys laid next to each other for the first time. We had been so worried about pleasing the other that basicly… Continue reading An Unforgetable Night
addicted
A SOURCE OF DOSAGE IT CAN’T BE QUITED OR NOT EASY TO QUIT YOUR STUCK TO IT UNTIL YOUR DIRTY HABIT HAS COME TO ITS END, ADDICTION, A DEADLY SOURCE OF POWER