Me…

use me, abuse me, play me, lie to me, fuck me, hurt me, beat me, push me, throw me, force me, make me take it, attack me, make me suffer, tie me down, leave me, cut me, punch me, kick me, pull me down, shut me up, burn me, poison me, choke me, pass me… Continue reading Me…

waste

stop wasting pain i like the pain i like the agony come to death as one try to escape as them the pain feels good blood flowing laying there soaking drenched continue the beatings continue the tears rip away that smile gentle pain gentle suffering gentle death stop wasting it all

The Fall

I lie cushioned on my broken wings, eyes burning with the pain of darkness, victim of my own pride. My limbs, that never thought they would feel pain are burning with mortal agony I gaze up at the coruscating sky and wonder; is it more painful to fall from heaven or to survive the fall?

Battles with Fate…&…Death

Battles with Fate…&…Death Tuesday, 29th April 2003 05:45:00pm Reasons to live are so few, Thoughts of death aren’t new. Breathing on the uncovered blessings, Withering away with defeats in life’s citings. Brushed past are times of victory, All that’s left now is fate’s forgery. A twisted beam of hope enters soul, And drains life’s residues… Continue reading Battles with Fate…&…Death

Battles with Fate…&…Death

Battles with Fate…&…Death Tuesday, 29th April 2003 05:45:00pm Reasons to live are so few, Thoughts of death aren’t new. Breathing on the uncovered blessings, Withering away with defeats in life’s citings. Brushed past are times of victory, All that’s left now is fate’s forgery. A twisted beam of hope enters soul, And drains life’s residues… Continue reading Battles with Fate…&…Death

The Agony I brought upon Myself and Others

Words that have been spoken have been the spears that came back To tear me apart as my intentions were not those perceived Somehow those who knew me to be white never knew that I was black And for this misery that I created I shall vanish into what never had been received Misunderstood, propaganda… Continue reading The Agony I brought upon Myself and Others

To whom it may concern

Darkness and agony creeping back to torment my life once more. First, the sadness overcomes every emotion that I am capable of feeling. Second, the anger overcomes my depressional demise. Third, deep, dark, and demented thoughts unintentionally fill my mind to full capacity. Fourth, the emotional pain is so agonizing and discomforting that it literally… Continue reading To whom it may concern