anguish – Darkness

Nihility

Contagion sweeping the leaves on the ground Over the grim grieving goliaths Brushing and crinkling under the wind’s weight Whoosh…and they all pass by

broken anguish

Grotesque Sick How do you bare to look at me I stand in front of my mirror

Nothing against the nature of sin, oh no. can’t have insults here, can we? Yet you break those rules quite often. Are you persecuted for the times you spent hurting those who should matter more? Oh, certainly not. But why then should I be the target of all this anguish when I try my best… Continue reading Pleading Insanity

Release

I am lost Oblivious to the commotion around me Emotion swirls inside me Hidden from the outside world Anger Sadness Rage Despair Hopelessness Hate Love Need Pain Suffering Death The ultimate release Free from hurt Free from anguish Peace How I long for it To settle my restless soul Heal my wounds Erase my scars… Continue reading Release

Just a bunch of thoughts (poetry)

The pain the envelopes my soul just keeps coming and coming Destroying me Raping me and yet loving me Why does pain blood demons and anguish love me so much why what did I do that was so wrong to deserve this My whole life I have been ridiculed laughed at hated made fun of… Continue reading Just a bunch of thoughts (poetry)

Bethrothed

A greying light shines across the marble tombs. each stone glows a faded silver in the midnight light. alone she stands , head bent, reading. her words are falling, mingling with the tear drops land silently upon an olde and broken stone. “dear beloved, dear betrothed. the sun brings me no light. for its tarnished… Continue reading Bethrothed

Dark Resolve

I’ve been transformed by your hypocrisy, Your selfish altruism, your fake heart, I’ve embraced my sadistic destiny, As observant villain, I’ll play my part. I’ve been empowered by a dark resolve, I am your mind’s creeping Nosferatu. Do not look away, dear, as I evolve Into a creature that lives to hurt you. I’ve been… Continue reading Dark Resolve

Darkness Overcomes

I can feel the pain It overtakes My soul, it bleeds As my heart breaks

Last Letter Home

I have thought long and hard about what I would tell you in this last letter. I have spent many countless hours in deep contemplation trying to find the words to convey the severity of the situation I am now faced with. But even after all my struggling, I find only the anguish of defeat,… Continue reading Last Letter Home

Black Heart

I feel the cold rising, deep inside of me, I feel the hate raging, filling my dreams, I feel your stare stabbing, straight through my soul, Surrounded by darkness, I can’t be consoled,