What was it i did? Fuck them, they are just trying to rub my loneliness in my face to no avail of course. My only friend decides to make new friends since we have been apart for so long. it is so painful to watch her move on but it is best for her.
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under my bed…
That night I went to sleep, not worried, nothing amiss, Even though underneath my bed there was emitted a slow, deep hiss… I treaded the floorboards lightly, ever so much with care, On my way to turn a light on, I was very, very scared. Deeming my childish curiosity, a very frightful thing, I crawled… Continue reading under my bed…
A Leaving…
Monday 12th May 2003 10:30:12 pm Shattered & devastated, my heart winces in pain, The ultimate thoughts of death rage through in vain, Every breath taken dies with hatred for me, With a teary & forsaken soul I let myself be. The worthless spirit, bleeds to no avail, Crushed under forgery, visualizes death, a veil.… Continue reading A Leaving…
OBSCURING FATE FOREVER
Praying to destiny in a time; when i hate to see you smile. Granting disgust by many degrees, while dreams persist to torment me (PERPETUALLLY).
Whittling Life
Space is eternal it seems. On going, never ending and definately not forgiving. What we must do to move through these years of life is exhausting, emotionally and physically. Each day, becoming more and more difficult to get through. Those of us forced into a life of sun up to sun down pay the most.… Continue reading Whittling Life