Thoughts of suicide run through my head and i dont know why i have my love from some one that i finally hear but it is not enough to save me from this hole in hell so i sit and cry for i cant bear it alone but no one will help me
Tag: best friends
Dreams
Well , here i am , watching all my best friends getting happyer and happyer every day….. But what about me ? I care about my friends a lot , but they keep rising and i keed going down…. I’m tired of seeing other people living they’re greams , i mean i am happy for… Continue reading Dreams
i have no title for this
my life was almost perfect, with martynas in my life, i loved him to death and he loved me back to death, this dickhed jaron ruined everything cuz he was jealous, he told him i cheated on martynas with him and even got friends to beleive him to tell martynas, he was so sad, no… Continue reading i have no title for this
desire, passion, and murder
have you ever wanted something so bad you’d do anything for it? well i have and here is my story…. Josh and i had been best friends since 6h grade and he ha d been dating my other best friend since 7th grade and now here we were the summer after 8th grade and i… Continue reading desire, passion, and murder
Loneliness (Topic: Darkness)
I don´t know what has been going on lately… For each day that passes I feel more and more lonely. No-one seems to be like me, no-one seems to care… Even my friends… They don´t feel like friends anymore, they are more like acquaintances or something, people I hang out with since I have nothing… Continue reading Loneliness (Topic: Darkness)
Scream Till I Faint
I lifted my head to look at the comedian on the TV screen. I had seen her before. Her nervous, twitchy face. Her constantly cracking voice. SHe wasn’t funny before, and she wasn’t this time either. Frowning, I shifted and looked more directly at the screen. Why was she there? How did she even make… Continue reading Scream Till I Faint
My First and Only Love
I remember the first day we met. It was a hot, summer afternoon, and you had just recently moved in across the street from me. I was outside, playing on my swing, when you first came up to me and said, “Hi, my names id Julian, what’s yours?” I answered, “Hi, my name is Tifa.… Continue reading My First and Only Love
He still loves me the cuts part 2
A week went pass and Michael and I didn’t talk about what had happened with the cut. I was over my best friends house and her boyfriend saw it he didn’t say anything to her but he asked me what happened and I told him the story. I tried telling him it was nothing at… Continue reading He still loves me the cuts part 2
Never Felt So Lonely.
I hate my life at the moment. I know people have worse problems than me, and i know people have less problems. And some people cope better than others. I for one can’t cope well.
jacky’s dress (true story)
Jacky and i were best friends, 2yrs ago during her first summer in California, she had just moved from Kansas. She was the most beutiful and outgoing person that I had ever met in my then 13yrs of breif life.