im trying to identify the voices in my head the ones telling me id be better off dead im trying to figure out how they got there and why they even fucking care so im trying to forget all this shit but i really only remember all those thing they wanted me to be… and… Continue reading new life
Tag: better off dead
Bleed
Hit me, Do I not bleed? Just like you I bleed. Yet you continue,
BITCH SHUT THE FUCK UP
BITCH, SHUT THE FUCK UP. YOU DRIVE ME INSANE, YOU FUCK UP MY BRAIN. I CAN’T STAND IT WHEN YOU SCREW WITH MY HEAD, YOU’RE BETTER OFF DEAD!?!
Mom
Just know that she’s gone forever That she’s never coming back Despite your attempts to hold onto her She’s never coming back
my conscience opaquely clear
“no I don’t feel the need for reliving, some things are better off dead” “I don’t miss my span of attention. I do miss that reflection of Jim.” I set out to drown that reflection awful secret