My gun is next to me. Ive got that thought again. Its loaded this time, I know it is. I loaded it last night. Its in my hand now. Should I do it? Ive got my hand on top, about to cock it. I love that sound, when the killer cocks the gun right before… Continue reading Should I
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I Need you Back
i said that id forget about it im sure you did to but why do i still call you? why am i out of breathe when i hear your voice or see a picture of you I SAID I WOULD FORGET BUT IM CRAWLING RIGHT BACK I try not to admit but its only a… Continue reading I Need you Back
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Hate is good.Hate is bad.Like they say you talk to me I’ll hate you,but that isn’t true.I have to have a reason to hate you,right or can I just hate you because I want to.You think you’re all good and bad.I’m not even good and bad I’m just nothing.You’re a preppy little girl that wants… Continue reading ~.~.~.~HaTe~.~.~.~.~.~
Fights
The darkness comforts me now, The tears roll down my cheek as I wonder how, How im gonna get threw the night, How im gonna win this fight. I wonder where Im gonna be in the morning, Jail? My house? Maybe dead and soaring, Now the cops are here, My entire body shakes in fear.… Continue reading Fights
Fights
The darkness comforts me now, The tears roll down my cheek as I wonder how, How im gonna get threw the night, How im gonna win this fight.
It ends…. Or DOES it?
I watch you all fly by. I never knew that this manner of life could be so….. So devastating! It doesnt end!
Your Words
Your words fill me with such rage, it makes me want to scream. All the things you say to me are meaningless. I wish you would just shut up. never say another word. my ears can’t take any more.
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i know when i look at the rest of the world i see a happy place where no one has to worry about life. i know that’s not the fucking truth but i do know this, the look at me like i’m a sin. like i’m not saposta be here on this earth. i go… Continue reading please read i need to know
Fighting for control
For about 7 months I have been fighting my self for control over my emotions. Everytime I get into a fight I get so violent. I lash out…