The greatest sacrifice I had to make It’s burning me up from inside The hardest of choices I ever had to take My soul got crushed,and thus,it died With it’s last breath,my soul screamed for you But you pretended you weren’t there You smashed it under your feet,and you know that’s true But do you… Continue reading Fall to madness
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Choices Between
choices between life or death being comfortable in darkness; or being trapt by light. choices between being sane or insane being able to love or hate choices between being held in captivity or being let out into this world of shame and guilt choices between…… but the biggest choice is knowing the answer to this… Continue reading Choices Between
choices of suicide….
when darkness falls, im all alone, a departed soul, friends unknown, gun to head, blade to wrist, decisions to make, to take the risk, to end my life, escape my pain, to see my self with all but shame, to end this game, my febal life, to make the choice, And use this knife…..
Thoughts that haunted my lust
I sit here trying to understand this unearth wanting that seems to prevail oh so indefinitely in my mind. Desire with such richness to it that it makes me want to proclaim all the things I never truly believed in. And if consciousness is subtle then I suppose my subconscious is slowly digging its way… Continue reading Thoughts that haunted my lust
Nothing Left
Alone in a world of pain I feel so whole But on the outside It’s all so cold
See it as you wish.
Life in all of its common and simlpest of pleasures may not be the face one wishes to see when it all comes crashing down. Admitted.
Silent Laughter
Laughing Silently Looking on at the world in disgust, So many posers, none of them real.
Death
I gained a lover, and lost a friend. I met him when I was 16. He was tall, incredibly handsome. I knew i wanted to be with him the moment our bodies touched.
Love or HATE?
Is love really worth the hate from others? I’m not sure if it is right now. I don’t know/we don’t know when we love someone but we know if we hate. What is all this about? I’m not sure i understand the difference. But i know that the difference is a phenominal one. Such a… Continue reading Love or HATE?
strength
I’m reading all the time of hate and anger and frustration. I’m hearing nothing but the pain of others. I see the agony of all around me. And I have felt it, breathed it, been engulfed by it. I understand the need to vent, to get it all out. But I realise now that I… Continue reading strength