All around I am engulfed by darkness. My light fades away as memories remind me of you, my love for you. As the Evil One returns night after night, consuming me, filling me with hatred and depression, I think of you and I force myself through the pain. My love for you is never ending.… Continue reading My love for you…
Tag: depression
Am I Alone?
I get a funny feeling, It comes from deep inside, I get all mad and angry, Wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, My mother says it’s just me, But the thoughts and feelings, No one will ever be able to see. Some people say I’m psycho, Some say I’m a freak,… Continue reading Am I Alone?
Reality
I suppose this would belong under gothic but I’m not sure. My whole life I have been misunderstood by everyone, family, society, and pretty much anyone I have come in contact with. There are obviously a few exceptions, but for the most part I’ve always been rejected and taunted. Everyone around me comlpains about me… Continue reading Reality
pieces
depression rocks a shattered soul that doesnt exist lost, not knowing where to go or who to go to can’t figure out what it feels, so confusing the world without hope flies to disaster disaster, fleet of foot, flies to meet the hell we call reality with lies and fear and hate and betrayal love… Continue reading pieces
Hopeless
Here we are back in this cruel cold world again, Where my countless sins I wish to amend. Fireless sighs and calming breaths, slowly patiently waiting for death. Hunger, Sadness, Depression, Betrayal, I always try hard but I always fail. I want to die but i want to live, I always receive but also want… Continue reading Hopeless
In the dark
dont exactly know where this belongs as I quite new to this site. Horror maybe Pain… As the burning sunlight reveals the scars of my malformed body I feel nothing but pain. I crawl deeper into the cold, damp shadows to seek the comfort of the darkness. The darkness takes part of my pain away,… Continue reading In the dark
depression can do more than hurt
im depressed but i dont know why i want out of this mess i should just die i look around and all i see is the trouble and the hate i dont know who caused it but i think it was me i lost my best friend all to stupid shit i lost more friends… Continue reading depression can do more than hurt
It will only end in pain…
I love her…with all of my heart. Not this teen “puppy love” bullshit… I cannot stop thinking about her. Being in her mere presence makes me so happy, like everything in the world is well, she makes me forget how much i hate myself, how much i hate life, how depressed i once was. But… Continue reading It will only end in pain…
Suicide
A life has lived a story has begon through all of this no one won a life of sorrow with no tomorrow everything will be gone through good times and bad I was always sad there will be no tomorrow behind my depression I was sad sad because my life the life i never had… Continue reading Suicide
Falling
Feel the pain, Feel the fucking love, Sitting in the rain, Is it even real? Or am I just imagining it? Caught between reality and fantasy, Just don’t care, Just wanna go home, Just shut up! I’ll just sit here in life’s residue, Let the depression grow, The happiness dissappear, Sleeping every waking moment, Living… Continue reading Falling