IT’S ALL MY FAULT

Today, I was at my friends house talking on the internet with a friend… My friend got mad and decided to go for a walk… I told her I was going to wait here for her and talk to my friend on the internet…

Again

Once more, the pain grasps me, pulls me from my false world of ‘logical’ thoughts and supposed contentment into the abyss of darkness that is real. The sadness; I can feel it rising up within me, consuming me, breaking me, controlling me. Its hold is so powerful.