Ah, i love when this takes over me sweet feeling letting me know im alive all that i am and ever will be wrapped inside this one true feeling the darkness of truth sets me free it changes to anger so quickly the light envious of the happiness from the dark the face of love… Continue reading The Dark Feeling
Tag: desperation
Temporary Blindness
I cry and yet you can’t hear me, I bleed and yet you can’t see, I shudder in my tears at night, with all that’s left inside of me, I can’t tell the difference from the faint appearance of real life, or what they call reality. My reality is far more different of those who… Continue reading Temporary Blindness
Graveyard Masturbation
The sounds coming through the door are amplified by my desperation to not hear them, and my sickening desire to listen out for them. Every moan, and every gasp, echoes around my ears, as their gentle conversing rumbles like thunder through my head.
What Tears Will Never Wash Away
Why do I keep coming back to the same place? Always the same tears that threaten to flood, and I have a phobia of drowning in my sorrow and self-pity. I lost so much; maybe I should just let it all go. Get rid of the hope, the pure and insane desperation just to have… Continue reading What Tears Will Never Wash Away
Llorando, no es facile
You entered through my door With a grin on your face Brought with you the means to make me sore How could I expect our fate
Holding on to what’s left
I watched the life leave his body, watched the blood stop gushing, watched his tears stop flowing. He was me best friend, and our lives had come to this. In his desperation to find something better than what he had, he found his way out. His release of pain was death, and he asked me… Continue reading Holding on to what’s left