ive been suicidel before, ive been happy before, ive been numb, my whole life i have had m,v,p a heart problem i never realy thought it much a bother to me i could sill live a happy long life untill 3 months ago i had a drug od and i found out it advaned to… Continue reading now im numb
Usualy I dont talk of my dreams at all… but when I saw what you people do here, that kind a inspired me, let me know am not the only one with this problem… Please if anyone has comment to this, feel free because I am new to this site and I would like to… Continue reading Fear In My Bones
this is me im in pain is this all gods big game? my needles are gone along with my soul then all the sudden depression takes a toll no more words apon my arms no more blood no more harm i feel empty nothing more to do i feel like such a fucking fool for… Continue reading My Life In Little Words
I dont know what it is about me, I just seem to find trouble. Its pretty easy i guess when ur always lookin for it. Dont get me wrong im far from stupid and i cant say im unlucky becaus im not. I have eveything i want i just need the challenge. Look i been… Continue reading A test
This is about a young girl named Jade. She was a goth girl. She was definetly one of those people that everyone turns to look at when they walk down the street. She seemed to have no friends, never with anyone, never talking. Her parents had been murdered years before and left her nothing.
Sometimes I feel so alone and so empty and it’s like no one understands. I want to remember what it’s like to smile again, i want to actually know what my laugh sounds like again, not just remember things from my memories.
I don’t tell many people about me. I tell them I have a sarcastic sense of humor and an open mind. Figure that’s all they need to know. Hide and seek is one of my favorite games..
My Mom is 45 and has been in pain for the last 20 odd years the pain she has been experiencing is that of some one who is dying, very slowly and painfully. But she never dies it just keeps getting worst and worst.
There is an ever turning abyss in the minds of those who know not what they do, they know not why they do what they do but they do it anyway….i am one of the supposed innocents, the pleasant appproachable name for certifiably insane.