my life was almost perfect, with martynas in my life, i loved him to death and he loved me back to death, this dickhed jaron ruined everything cuz he was jealous, he told him i cheated on martynas with him and even got friends to beleive him to tell martynas, he was so sad, no… Continue reading i have no title for this
Tag: doubt
Doubt everything
As I’m walking home from school, I notice that the only thing I can hear any more, is the thudding of my two feet, and the annoying prattling which is coming from my pencil tin. As my mind starts to think about the assignments, which was supposed to be done by tomorrow, I, start to… Continue reading Doubt everything
To Sydney with love.
You came into our lives like a bombshell. One second it’s a lovely spring morning with birds chriping, and the next everythings upside down and you have to scoop yourself off the ground. I was so afraid when I first learned you were coming. I was terrified, after all what kind of mentor could I… Continue reading To Sydney with love.
Michael Benvenuti *memorial*
When will this torture end? i have lost with out a doubt my very best friend. No longer are you by my side, i have to be alone, with out a guide. I miss you soo much, is it possible to miss someone too much? I want to end it all so i can be… Continue reading Michael Benvenuti *memorial*
An Ode To My Pain…
By A. Ottersbach The burning of the heat, Against my skin, Leaves a blister, Only time can mend. The pain grows sharper, As my blood pours out, It’ll go away soon, With out a doubt.
Poem-When No Tears Appear
My thoughts are going ninety miles per hour I wish for once they would just go sixty There is nothing in this life that is ever going to fix me I can’t stop this anxiety
Jared
trapped here no way out afraid of death afraid of doubt
My Goodbye
In the beginning, I knew it would come down My thoughts, my lies, would be brought around Today is the day I said Goodbye To April, my one True Lullibye
im pretty damn emotional right now…
Nothing is solid. i cant even track theses feelings to the core. i dont know whoes judgment i can trust, who i can look to for guidence and strength. The wisest person i know and who i have repected untill very recently, is flying in the face of everything that i thought was right.
Rory (bad title, i know)
“Rory? I said I love you…” Vance whispered to me, playing with my black streaked lock. The words came out of his mouth smoothly, confidently. I only regretted that I couldn’t echo them back to him.