I rested my arms on the edge of the coffin and peered in. She looked so peaceful, and for a second i convinced myself that maybe she was just sleeping – but by simply brushing ym hand across her cheek the cold skin brought reality flooding back. Tears welled up in my eyes.
Tag: drugs
End the Pain
at the age of 13, you should be happy, but thinkin about killin your self, or do all the drugs you can just to help ease the pain, help forget shit you dont want to remember, or cutin yourself just to stop ur thoughts ever for just a few seconds
The Little Girl
Two non-believers walkin lost in this world, took their baby with them, what a sad little girl. Her daddy drank all day and mommy did drugs. Never wanted to play, or give kisses and hugs. She’d watch the T.V. and sit there on the couch. While her mom fell asleep and her daddy went out.… Continue reading The Little Girl
This one nigth on the beach
This one night I went out with some friends there was 5 guys and 5 girls Ali one of the guys and also one of my best friends and me and my now Ex. boyfriend. Back then we go and get fuck up do drugs and drunk like mad we party hard and long. At… Continue reading This one nigth on the beach
me
feeling depressed my soul has repressed everting inside of my mind. I take a bottle to erase your face but still it is left behind. Friends try to help as i sit and gulp almost ready to die. Wether by drugs, by knives or someone who is ready to take a life. When i am… Continue reading me
Crystal Meth
It concerns me how many people I’ve known that have got hooked on one type of drug or another. The really big problem is that people are missing the big picture. I’ve hung out sure. Mainly just knew people that already left the life. One person I talked to was explaining something I never heard… Continue reading Crystal Meth
In the darkness I write
WASHING AWAY ALL THE PAIN: Washing my hands with crimson tide… The blood flows like rain I do not remember how many tears I have cried Washing away all my pain HAD TO DRAG ME DOWN: I do not know why I cannot feel pain Maybe I’m desensitized Your lies flow like raindrops But I… Continue reading In the darkness I write
I GOT AWAY WITH MURDER
MY PARENTS DIDN’T UNDERSTAND OR LOVE ME. SINCE I WAS 4 YEARS OLD MY DAD HAD ABUSED ME AND MY MOM. AS I GOT OLDER, ABOUT 10 YEARS OLD, I’D START TO FIGHT HIM BUT IT NEVER WORKED HE’D ALWAYS HIT ME HARDER. WHEN I TURNED 13 I REALIZED THAT MY PARENTS DIDN’T FUCKIN CARE… Continue reading I GOT AWAY WITH MURDER
overdose
i lay here on the ground of a dirty floor inside of a fithy house, i don’t know how i got here or when i’ll be able to leave, the only colour i see is red, i cant see through the dirty vision of whats inside, there is noone to help, no voice to shout,… Continue reading overdose
My song
A tingle races accross my skin Once again im free Die i might but not today my time will come another day I hate my life Everyone knows The days are long And filled with sorrow So many ways to end it all Which one to chose Fuck this all I was controled so long… Continue reading My song