here i sit. typing on this screen. this empty screen.empty like my life had been without you.all i have left to do is breathe deep this darkness that envelopes my soul. to drown in the sea of pain that is the life i live. i miss you so much i feel like slicing my eyes… Continue reading drowning
Tag: envelopes
Just a bunch of thoughts (poetry)
The pain the envelopes my soul just keeps coming and coming Destroying me Raping me and yet loving me Why does pain blood demons and anguish love me so much why what did I do that was so wrong to deserve this My whole life I have been ridiculed laughed at hated made fun of… Continue reading Just a bunch of thoughts (poetry)
What should I do with this Darkness that envelopes us all?
I had the perfect Girl friend. Or so I thought. Marcia and I dated for 2 1/2 months the word love was thrown around alot. I loved her with every core of my being. From her I got my first blowjob and she was the first girl I ever fingered. That made her even more… Continue reading What should I do with this Darkness that envelopes us all?
A new Beginning
It’s quiet now. Their screams have died and i listen to the silence that envelopes my mind and my body floating up and away Out of space.