i saw it there in his thoughts he was on the edge of demise but yet i hesitated to pull him back to pull him towards me for i was there beside him i already knew he was forever mine still i delighted in his suffering the silver lining of the cloud that was our… Continue reading toxic devotion
Tag: existance
The problem
to the worst mom and daddy, when you read this i’ll be dead,, resting on my final bed. i dont have the words and i cant explain, all my life i’ve felt this pain. my existance twisted and full of tears, you’d see my reasons, if you had fears. i’ve lost control,but this i know,… Continue reading The problem
Nothing But Darkness
Walking away never really solves anything, but it seems like an easy escape, and a very appealing one. One could dream about a new beginning, being someone else, anywhere else, just someplace where there is no need to deal with the present, and the damage one can cause in a few simple, unthought out actions.… Continue reading Nothing But Darkness
Death comes to those who wait
The bitter wind lightens in the candlelit presence of the dark angel Her silk black hair brushes against her soft white skin The candlelight violently flickers, troubled by its soon demise It goes unnoticed to the angel, falling in love with the moon But the bitter wind feels it’s pain He lightens to a soft… Continue reading Death comes to those who wait
Suffocation Under Pressure
Rotting corpses haunt my deepest precipice. My useless soul flakes itself away. Blood-stained handprints paint the graveyard walls. Cries of the unwanted children fill my dreams. Pain is the intimate aspect of pleasure. The mysteries of life will be explained through death. Unfathomable horrors wait at the right hand of the Prince of Darkness. Religious… Continue reading Suffocation Under Pressure
Eturnaly Unraveling
-Internaly your ming breaks as your heart shatters, Remember this… The truth of your existance will allways break through
Origin.
How did we get here? Why are we here? Is there a god? Is there anything? There has to be – it is in our insinct to believe in something. We are insignificant, I don’t know. I don’t believe the theory that God created the world from swirling mist. I do believe that in some… Continue reading Origin.
Just A Doll
Let me out of your nightmare I didn’t want it to end this way I shouldn’t be left here in this empty place Hearing demons scream your name And my heart slowly ceasing to pump my blood
Waking Nightmares
Into the uncharted depths on hopelessness. This is my sanctuary. The fires of conviction await you. Seek the downward spiral towards damnation.
philosophy
I know my fate. I know my destiny. It is the same as his. It is the same as hers.