I am scared. Scared for my pain, the pain of others that I have hurt. I lay on my side on the small twin size bed, thinking about how I could end the pain. End the pain of insanity. Rid myself for my own well being. For everyone elses happiness. But then I think harder.… Continue reading Paranoid
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what a great tramsformation
I am the glissing darkness that takes away the beautiful glittering light in your eyes. i am the most wonderful thing that makes there things happen in your sleep.i am the one thing that makes you lifeless, pail, and num. Num. as you are in your sleep. thinking its all a dream when you wake… Continue reading what a great tramsformation
Beautiful Suicide
a beautiful sucide a scarafice of love and body words spoken but not forgotten twisted and torn i lay here wishing i had never been born my emotions are so mangeled i know not what it is i feel or where to do i want to turn and run but you grasp is tight im… Continue reading Beautiful Suicide
Guilt
He holds onto the knife with warm blood gradually dripping down. He walks out of the bedroom; his face pallid as paper and his eyes stared straight ahead, as a ravenous beast lusting for more flesh and blood. His huge, muddy shoes while walking down the old staircase make loud noises that possibly can wake… Continue reading Guilt
Let Go
Shove the needle under my skin. Push it back to the surface. Mark me with your sins. Create your new scapegoat. Threaten me with words in vain. I am not being held here by force. Push with your imaginary athority and keep your eyes tightly shut. I was the end of your dreams, in me… Continue reading Let Go