When will I wake For days and nights i sleep years go by I still do not wake But I hear the world around me It does not sound like it once did when I was awake Now the time has come for me to wake I go outside I look around I see none… Continue reading When I wake
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Dropping Like a Stone
Floating in the air, From all of my mistakes back to haunt me, Floating in the sky, To stop all the pains of my life, I levitate above all, to make no sound from the lies I told, Hanging just by the neck for all of my sins. My feet, Just inches above the ground,… Continue reading Dropping Like a Stone
Life or Death
I wonder what impackt i would have on my friends and family if i killed my self? Do they really care about me? people tell me that my life is good and i have alot too live for, lies… do i really have all that mush too live for? no one see’s it though my… Continue reading Life or Death
it begins in the throat
topic/category thing : Darkness cant even look my friends and family in the eye because it just makes me want to cry, theres a really strange feeling that begins in my throat and goes right down to the pit of my stomach, , it peaks to a really undescribable, in a way i spose high,… Continue reading it begins in the throat
Look at me.
Ever since I became a goth, people look through me and not at me. Especially my friends and family. People reacated differently with it, some people were glad because it “suited me more” and some people just plain hated it. Some people dont realize that THIS IS ME! I am glad I can look in… Continue reading Look at me.
The End Solution
The Screams, the shouts, the memories, the doubts. They never seem to leave my mind, so I try to rid them with drugs of all kinds. I try to hid the pain from all of my friends,
The War In My Life
The war with Iraq is touching to many of my friends hearts and it brakes myne to see their hearts break for their friends and family. I don’t want this o go any longer but i want everyone to know that i support what our country is fighting for. Other countries think we just want… Continue reading The War In My Life
Believe In Happiness
I need somebody to believe That what I feel Is not so unreal
A thought
How can I figure this one out, I can’t even figure myself out, yet to explain is so damn easy; To put it simply, I’m not me any longer, I’m a new and improved darker self, but why was I chosen;
I LOVE YOU, ME, MYSELF
this poem is about a girl who overdosed on heroin, i didnt actually die, obviosly because i am here to write about it. i think that everyone should read this before they get into hard drugs… i learned the hard way, so you dont have to. please take a moment to read this and if… Continue reading I LOVE YOU, ME, MYSELF