What was it i did? Fuck them, they are just trying to rub my loneliness in my face to no avail of course. My only friend decides to make new friends since we have been apart for so long. it is so painful to watch her move on but it is best for her.
Tag: good bye
Suicide
laying down, wondering, debating if i should ever get up. Thinking about how god put me here, patted me on the head and forgot. Forgot there was ever a person inside all of this. Laying here thinking about all the things that made me do what i have done. praying to whoever in suppose to… Continue reading Suicide
hope the end comes soon….
I don’t know why I am still alive. I don’t know why I am still here. I don’t want to live. Not anymore there is no point for me to be here. Michel left me. he knows I like him. He looked a little disappointed that I wasn’t out there, I don’t know why. I’m… Continue reading hope the end comes soon….
fly
one more step you can kiss you ass good bye some will live while others we will die one more step we will fly into the sky you will live while i will fall and die
Wishful Thinking
I feel sick and lonely, Dead and only, Barely breathing, Cutting skin To drink my blood. I am immortal, Broken portal, Can’t go back With life intact. Want to die, Just need to try, Give me my knife, And say good-bye.
Confused
Bloody tears Full of tears Don’t know what to do I’m so confused Eyes open to explore eyes shut to adore Theres my love walking out the door And think that this is war Wondering why he didn’t say good bye Theres nothing left in this world to do And still I am very confused… Continue reading Confused
he was all she ever wanted
She cant be found When her heart is broken She cant be seen Any more For she has lost her last chance And it has been taken The last time this happened She disappeared for a while No one cared Then he came into the picture And she Was safe What happened She is confused… Continue reading he was all she ever wanted
My Past, My Present, My Future
My past, Oh what a terible life I had. Jelousy and Anger, Filled me with no end. Beaten as a child. Raped as a teen. Nothing but depression, People can be so mean.
For Joshua
I know you don’t understand, just why I’m leaving you I know the pain that awaits you now in your life too Bad things have happened that have forced me to go Although I can’t take you with me, I do want you to know
What if
this is a note i sent to all my “friends” to see what they’d say tell me what you think